It's all gone to shit. I seem to be dying from a burst lung of some sort, or a shattered heart, or a bruised ego. "I only asked you to do one thing...". My life is an on-going list of one-things, when will everyone realise I'm not capable? That all I want to do is curl up and die, not write an essay about Churchill, or fold towels, or over-analyze people's characteristics. You wrote me down all wrong. Why fix what's already broken, and will continue to break right in front of you just for a month or two, until I reinvent myself as something a little-less-crap. Lauren v.2. No glue's worth this.
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blank - Music:JamisonParker: Here's Everything I've Always Meant To Say
First entry on here, and I am all out on things to say...I shall just ramble, like I usually do anyway...
So, I actually feel quite crap (always starting off on a positive note...)
I'm tired, my throat hurts real bad, and I just sat and thought about my RE class today. I was the only one who couldn't say a single positive thing about myself. Seriously. Everyone else had 10 things. Self-deprocation is my speciality...And my friend Colleen burst into tears halfway through our math class and ran out, so I'm wondering what's going on with her, too. She said something about Chris, and (chris is her ex) so I honestly have no idea..Life has been busy lately, and I know no-one wants to hear the monotonous description of my day, but hey, what's lj for, right? I'm exhausted. I can't breathe. You know, I think everyone should have a mini-rant, it would get rid of some built-up anger and stress.
The two things I'm looking forward to are:
1.)My friend Paige's celebration-party-thing for the launch of a project she did at school, and
2.)The Billy Talent concert on Friday. Anyone else going?
Well, bye all...
So, I actually feel quite crap (always starting off on a positive note...)
I'm tired, my throat hurts real bad, and I just sat and thought about my RE class today. I was the only one who couldn't say a single positive thing about myself. Seriously. Everyone else had 10 things. Self-deprocation is my speciality...And my friend Colleen burst into tears halfway through our math class and ran out, so I'm wondering what's going on with her, too. She said something about Chris, and
The two things I'm looking forward to are:
1.)My friend Paige's celebration-party-thing for the launch of a project she did at school, and
2.)The Billy Talent concert on Friday. Anyone else going?
Well, bye all...
- Location:A Harry Potter-esque cupboard. No joke.
- Mood:
apathetic - Music:Brand New: Guernica.
